Feels Like Spring.

Today will be a high of 72 degrees and mostly sunny. Amazing. It's been raining all week, and I've been looking forward to this day for a long time. I've been dying to get outside and just play.

Sarah will be here in about twenty minutes. I had nothing else to do. I'm dressed, hair done, make-up done, and boy, do I look fabulous. It's the first time I think I've worn a tank top all year.

Jared will be here at about 11:30. He better not make us late. I'm surprised he's coming, actually... oh man, what to do. If he is interested in me like I think he is, then I have a tough choice to make here soon. Not that I mind. I like playing the field.

But honestly, between Jared and Ryan, there's no contest. It's Ryan hands down. Like, a million hands down. But we'll see.

It would have been Jared if last night hadn't changed everything. Oh man, I dunno what it was that happened, but I'm glad it did. Now, there's this chain reaction of nothing but positives! I've been looking forward to something excellent happening for a while now. It's just what I needed, when I needed it. It's what Sarah needed too.

And I just hope that she doesn't have the least bit of guilt in her. If she did, it'd be pointless. There's no reason to. I was thinking about how selfish it would have been to just keep things how they were - nobody getting nowhere. And it's stupid since I don't have any feelings for him anymore. I'm glad she told me. And if she hadn't, then I don't think I would have started up the conversation with Ryan that made me oh~so~happy. And the more I think about it the more and more it just makes sense.

Funny how things turn out in the end. I hope everything works out perfectly.

It will.



But maybe not for Jared. ;)