Ryan.

Where to start, where to start!

I don't want to jinx anything, but at this point in time I'm feeling pretty good about this whole thing.

He and Sarah came over today, and the three of us sat around, talked, and me & Ryan cuddled a bit. He smells good. Like laundry detergent and cigarettes, which is strangely a good combination.

There's some awkwardness, of course, but me and him do seem to get along well. =] Other than a couple of bad habits he has, I think I could really fall for him... and that's really all that matters. Taking the good with the bad, and loving them perfectly.

I'm pretty sure he's been with quite a few girls, and that intimidates me.

Oh, and his mommy is Korean. That is SOOO KICK-ASS! <3 That solves the mystery of why is eyes are so almondy shaped.

But I wish I could figure out his last name. Dycerc? Dysert? WTF is it?

That will remain a mystery for now.

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I really want this to work.